Hi.
My name is james, I am 38 years old. I fell head over heels in love with a Subic bargirl two years ago. I have lived in the philippines, Thailand and indonesia for years so am not new to the bargirl scene. Until two years ago I had never been in love.
Within days of meeting her I paid her steady barfine and we lived together happily for two years. I have always taken care of her, she has had most of what she has wanted in life and I never thought life could be as good as it was.
However I have fallen on hard times financially. Am back in the UK, sending her what money I can when I can which is not enough. She has threatened over the past few weeks to go back to the bar if things do not get better. Now within the past few days she has gone back. I am brokenhearted and do not know what to do. We are still talking on Skype and she insists she is not barfining but I am not so sure about that.
Yeah most of you would tell me to forget her and move on but it is not easy. I have tried it and it is just like trying to forget my own name. Dunno what to do now...
Thanks for reading.